Things I should have told you before all of this

I thought it was a good plan
I only wore your undies once
Yes, the aliens exist
I needed much more help
I never liked your taste in movies
I never slept when you weren’t there
I kept a secret secret diary
I often peed in the shower
In the Woods was where they found me
I believed your good intentions
I know you weren’t all that crazy
You had it rough when you were younger
I know we both wanted a safe dream
In the Fall the leaves won’t hide you
In the Spring the flowers whisper
In the Winter cold toes bite you
In the Summer hours blister
And this is how a safe dream ends

Things I should have told you before all of this